I feel ok, just is the name of my last adventure to find a cave.
Without a good map isn’t posible to know where is the cave. First part is easy, but in a few meters is narrow. 72 meters of cave without exit, I just walk a little bit inside.
Look maps, see pictures from other people is a motivation to find more places and idea and feel that the earth is big if you like the details.
Look for more adventure, the best way to feel ok. Sometimes you bring memories for all your life, but also are to say that you have been there…