Here comes the rain

Still very dry in Centelles, but today try to rain. I was working in a rainy day a few kilometers to the south.

Diesel is coming expensive, I’m sure this will bring lot of problems. After 2 years of Covid, now is past, people just want to live, but the 20’s are a nightmare. You are lucky to survive, after listen doctors, no we see the blood of the war.

Just breathe

I feel bad, tired, sometimes without energy. The fog come again in my brain. Strange feelings that now I can control better.

Automatic pilot works well after 9 months in the same job. Sometimes problems come alone, but my stress is about control.

I do a big effort to stay in the correct way, but I know that just in minutes this can change.

The future is black, the present is work to be in the way, the fight is inside.

Somebody who helps to be here

Here I feel comfortable to write about my thoughts, even sometimes are deep and not easy to explain how you really feel.

I like write, I feel better when I finished. I take out weight of the things that you can see.

Thanks to everybody that spend time reading this blog.

Cloudy skies

Crazy stupid rules

New month, just another more in the calendar, but everybody needs everything right now…

Summer is over even is warm outside, people just look at the calendar and try autumn activities.

Everything about weather is happening is climate change, in the past everything was perfect. I’m ironic with this global world that buy bonus too the poor countries for produce more pollution.

Ecologic just a green color to feel that you are doing something. The business of the Eco companies, with stupid certified staff to be nicest company.

Global world just to be as same stupid people. Robots of the system too lazy to wake up….

We are happy to have in our hands all the information to get more confused and follow a virtual way that looks new, but we don’t Know the trolls that are behind.

We like play to be experts in everything. We can be doctors, later talk about international business. Very easy to follow the main opinion, always is better be in the biggest group.

People happy to have more laws, more control. Is funny when they use a private perfile in Instagram. The new police works free for the system.

After a hard work day I like to think about all the stupid things I saw.

I can’t be out of the system, even now I look a perfect person without time to think. But still the thinking is free, then your life is only a big show. Is funny when people say that dream your favorite job, of course I don’t dream any work, maybe is a nightmare. In my free time I prefer feel that I still can be myself.

Without filters, free just a short time

Now I work alone, I have a way but I decide how I feel it. False sense of liberty to survive to the hard real world.

I try to just worry for the real problems, nobody died, then Tomorrow will be another day. Everybody fall to learn to walk.

Forget the stupid movie of the 2.0 world, we are the same weak animal that believe that we are alone in the universe.

Follow the way, don’t look around…

The last man

Sometimes I think about to be alone in the world.
Movies and tv series give and idea how could be.

The hunters in Siberia can spend lot of months alone in the forest.

You should be a survivor, but things could be bad when you are ill. At the beginning could be funny, probably you need few hours out of the world, but later you would like to talk and share your experience.

Out of all the things that maybe make you worried. Forget the watch, just the sun, start to do what you really want. With food at the beginning seems very easy. Discover the world alone, empty of humans, silence, just nature sounds.

Without people, cities start to lost the feeling of be safe and full of services. The mountain changes less without human.

Anybody give you problems, maybe now you can discover what really afraid you…

Now you work for, if you want to eat or anything you should look for it.

The nature win without humans
Look for fresh water

Free of rules and out of a coin that give you everything. Come back to be the animal, be patient and use the energy to have the basic things.

Forget the medicines, again find in the nature.

For me is a way to feel free my mind. Think in this dream, make your own movie in your mind…

The caves use to be the best place to make your home, because most of the walls are natural…

Numbers to be quiet

The magic of numbers and dates to look for a reason to understand the things happened in your life.

Dates are numbers, repeat every once year, if you think that everything isn’t casual, just think about. Probably you are happier with and answer to questions that there isn’t a clear answer.

Time never stop but is real, the planet move fast around the sun and we are inside quiet with any feeling of speed, we look that sun moves. The perspective of life could be similar to the planet, you can feel stop looking what is happening around, or maybe you move thinking that all around move with you.

The landscape change every day to show how the time never stop

Good luck or bad to explain why things happened, answers for questions that even you haven’t clear that are in your mind.

Connect all your life helps to feel that you have the control, you’re the boss of your life. You can stop and put the pause, but your control needs battery. You follow the movie of your life, your role can be very important or just a secondary actor, but the film never ends. Love, horror, porn, story, game, adventure… The movie is everything sometimes you’re the start and you have the power to decide your role with the director, but at the end there is lot of pressure from the producers. Always somebody control you, but the boss is the time.

Nice scenery

Today I’m very deep after a job interview, waiting for and answer for the next step. I feel the moment and I liked, I believe that is my moment, time to change to fight against the black role that I have been during a long time.

My producers thing about this new role

Better alone

I like walk in the nature alone, despite could be dangerous is the best way to understand better your thoughts.

The fear of be with you, listen your opinions, your dark side with any filter.

Listen the birds, the water of the rivers, the wind and the words that you can’t tell anybody.
The heart needs lot of air and your body starts to feel full of oxygen. The drug of the nature, the only that your animal needs.

I feel safe here

When you walk hours without see nobody, your brain starts to know the really important things.

Bring a bag with all the things you need, survival adventure is to discover another feelings inside. I prefer the comfort to think outside without danger.

Pictures to remember good feelings in the nature

I need my drug, but I also love have services and slow conversation. Meet people wherever you go, open your mind to listen people.

Finally they have a friendly game relationship…

The truth is that now I’m not alone in my adventures, Rex comes with me.

Rest in the grass looking at the landscape is a real pleasure

April is perfect to stay in the nature, the explosion of life helps to feel better.

Sun is here

After a week with dust, fog and clouds, Today was sunny some hours. The air is cleaner, even in my village without rain, clouds are important around with posible rain. Tomorrow is posible to be below 0° again.

Blue sky is nicer than the dust of Sahara
The flowers look nice with sun

The light makes the colors stronger.
Waiting for sun in the Mediterranean is strange, we have lot of number of clear days, but the last weeks without sun and rain.

The cold air of early spring bring cloudy afternoon

I feel better, happier than the last week. Last year was our last normal week, later the virus stop the world.

After near one year, It’s still more strange. We know lot of new things that in a few days are totally different. The social control is higher and looks that the only solution is the vaccine. The business of the year, there is only one health problem, any flu or similar.

Lot of people talk like a doctor, some also are police of the neighborhood to control what are you doing.

This is a nightmare that never ends. We are afraid to die, but I think more to live.

We want to save the planet but we are afraid to die.
Climate change is problem, but we still continue with the same economic solution. New cars that are Ecological, but maybe are just money. The best option that is possible is do nothing, is the best way to safe energy.

We believe it that always is better be more, but maybe we need to learn to be less, do just the necessary.
The impossible isn’t because is expensive, time will say the real price.

I think too much in the last year, sometimes I would like to stop. I know that I can change the society, too difficult to know even the real opinion of people.

Anybody is perfect, behind a model for the society, sometimes could be a real monster.
We feel like the gods of this planet, we think that we can control everything. The earth is still alive and someday can show what happens when you play to be the judge.

same place looks totally new

Where I feel alive

During lot of years my way to avoid the stressful times always was the nature. I still enjoy it, even more often. The connection with a nice forest, the sounds, places empty of people is where I really enjoy.

Feel the energy of the giants of the forest
An easy route full of forest

Walk is the basic exercise, you can do it everyday, the body is prepared. Run is also good but be careful with injuries.

The fog in a deep forest is special, magical…

Sometimes easy way to advance fast and win elevation soft is the best to win resistance and help your mind to feel free.

Lot of places to walk, maps make easier to discover new routes.

Early 90’s happy without mountain, but starting to observe the sky and make questions about all around

Time pass but we still are the same person, all that you live try to change your identity. The fight against adaptation and don’t surrender to be totally you…

Patience to wait the important things

I try too choose my best way, only for me, I see clear and I fight hard to make it the best.

Sometimes is better don’t look too far away and be careful with the basic things.

Inside the fog

Walk in the fog could be pleasant, relax for your brain after a few minutes outside. Things look different until you aren’t very close. Same way is more difficult to follow, everything is there but you just fight against a white landscape, your brain should be strong to win.

Newfoundland in Canada is the place with more fog in the world, some areas with more than 200 days of fog. But also you can feel the same in your mind living in the most sunny days…

Fog helps to make green desert areas in the tropical latitude with cold water around. Canary islands, Peru are examples.

Fog from your home could be peaceful to read or concentrate in a creative activity. Fog makes that you don’t see to far away.

Flat area, countryside without trees, normally amazing views…
Inside the forest looks less fog

Fog to have a short view and forget lot of things that you don’t want to see. Find out inside your brain is the hardest when you are alone, quiet but you can’t stop your thoughts easily.

Choose the correct option, be patience sun is up…

Fog is just water the basic element, but sometimes the basic things are the most complicated to change.

Enjoy the silence, fog will be out sometime…

The magic light of the sun after pass millions of particles of water. Saturated of humidity, special shadow, some strange light effects are posible when the sun try to enter in the fog wall.

Slow is the only option to control the next step and survive in the fog…

Just a number

The end of the year is here. This year lot of people need a big change.

Everyday, every month, winter, spring, summer, autumn always the same, but never the same.

A day that you can see somebody after more than 20 years ago to think about all the things you did during this time. The person looks older than you remember in your mind. Time is the same for everybody, but your life in a world of no time.
Your dreams are full of people from all the time, long time ago can look as today.

Full moon make night clear to walk in the shadows…

Days to remember like if you can stop the time. Time for all, you see only your life.

Your place to stop to come back stronger

You only know one truth, there is only your version, sometimes is perfectly connected with other.

Yo can look from different point of view…