Still very dry in Centelles, but today try to rain. I was working in a rainy day a few kilometers to the south.
Diesel is coming expensive, I’m sure this will bring lot of problems. After 2 years of Covid, now is past, people just want to live, but the 20’s are a nightmare. You are lucky to survive, after listen doctors, no we see the blood of the war.
I feel bad, tired, sometimes without energy. The fog come again in my brain. Strange feelings that now I can control better.
Automatic pilot works well after 9 months in the same job. Sometimes problems come alone, but my stress is about control.
I do a big effort to stay in the correct way, but I know that just in minutes this can change.
The future is black, the present is work to be in the way, the fight is inside.
Here I feel comfortable to write about my thoughts, even sometimes are deep and not easy to explain how you really feel.
I like write, I feel better when I finished. I take out weight of the things that you can see.
Thanks to everybody that spend time reading this blog.